"From This Moment On" by Shaina Twain

"From This Moment On"

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

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IF I get married, I will make this song as my wedding song.
The lyrics says it all :-)
I will love you as long as I live :-)

It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing!

I have been so depressed lately that I wanted to burst out but I try to manage and control my emotion. I don't want to end up crying all day and night thinking that I lost someone. I thought I was tough but there is really a part of me that is so weak. I wish I can turn back the time!

The recent conversation I had with my friend Bill was so touching. I was telling him how bad I am but for him, I am such a good person with a good heart. According to him, I tried to pretend to be an asshole/bitch but it wasn't really me. It was the angry part of my heart that I have been holding on for such a long time.

He said, for me to be able to feel happy, I should forget and forgive my ex and his girl. Let go of the anger and hatred I have felt on them. I have been thinking about it and I can't sleep. Sigh, I wish it was so easy to forget.

Bill, you made me cry but thank you so much for giving my mind some lights. Everything was so dark and hopeless!